"When you miss seeing her, I'll stand in front of you and kiss you until I'm all you want to see," Tom murmured, kissing a trail up the side of Bill's face. "If you miss her hugs, I'll grab you and won't let go."
Bill fought the lump in his throat, he didn't want to start crying again.

"If you miss hearing her voice, I'll just talk and talk until you beg for silence," Tom continued. "And if you need some advice...well, I'll go and get Gustav for you."

Would you mind just sitting down and writing my love life? Please and thank you. :]

Sweet[and just a step beyond brotherly]!Tomi is and will always be my favorite, no matter how much I may love lewd!Tom and jealous!Tom.

If I had something like they have, even what they have irl, I could die happy.

You know, I was going to be a twin, but then something happened and I guess I just stayed me instead of separating early on. I don't really know the details, but I do harbor this feeling that my "twin" is somewhere out there feeling the same little pang of empty.

Haha, I just noticed how awful this will look on top of all of my Jesus posts, but what the hey, eh?

( Take Me, Show Me. 3,935 words. One Shot. NC-17. )

Also, if you read this and comment on it, you rock my world. kthx. :]

Jeremiah 29:11 (Today's New International Version)
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

sometimes, i'm totally okay with putting my whole life in God's hands, and reading that verse is one of the times i feel that way.

hoping that life really is going to be okay in the end,
Molly

Over the course of the past week I have heard the message preached by Rick Rogan at YoungLife camp in Saranac Lake. And it's for real this time.
I've accepted Christ into my heart, because I want to experience life, and life to the fullest.
I want to be fully known and fully loved.
and if I can say this on the internet, God give me the strength to tell my mother.
and give me the perserverence to stay with it.

I saw a rainbow today. Genesis 9:12-16.

and to end this, another verse I leave with you.
1 John 4:7-12.
that's first John, not just John. Don't get confused...

Much Love,
Molly

-it is not necessary to be poetic whenever you put yourself out there. take a step back from the mirror, put your pants back on, and take a look at yourself. there's more to you than what you'd like to admit to the internet.
-when people go to church, it should not be an obligation. or simply out of habit. but because one truly delights in being enlightened. if you don't feel some sort of emotion besides bored when you leave a church, don't go. i know, ministers will hate me for saying that, but few things upset me more than when people recite the Lord's prayer in a monotone simply out of memorization, and not stopping to think of what it really means.
-family can be a burden, yes. but when it is more a burden than a blessing, you must wonder what causes the burden. and whether or not it is you.
-if you get the chance to watch the stars some night, whether you are alone or not, do it. it is a wonderful experience.
-take a deep breath. life will turn out alright.

Some thoughts from Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist [both paraphrased and exact]:
"Norah: Tikkun olam. Basically, it says that the world has been broken into pieces. All this chaos, all this discord. And our job--everyone's job--is to try to put the pieces back together. To make things whole again.
Nick: [after a while] maybe it isn't that we're supposed to find the pieces and put them back together. Maybe we're the pieces. Maybe, what we're supposed to do is come together. That's how we stop the breaking."

"Norah: I am here and I am now and there's nowhere I'd rather be."

"Toni: There's no such thing as ready. There's only willing."

and a final quote to leave you with, although not from the book, which everyone here should read.

"Everybody, rock your body. Everybody, rock your body right. Backstreet's back, alright."

=]

-procrastinating on my homework.
-which is quotes for english and a paragraph for history.
-wondering if i spelled procrastinating right.
-so not wearing underpants.
-and damn, it is so liberating.
-thinking maybe i should trying updating more.
-or try cliffdiving. or something bad ass.
-loving fleece.
-on my computer.
-wishing i was dating edward cullen.
-wanting really badly to be in the books with edward cullen.
-really badly needing the fourth one to come out.
-reeeeeeeeeeeeeeally badly.
-making a list.
-wishing i had a cat named dylan.
-kind of wishing everything would change.
-wishing everything would just stay the saaaaaaame, for once.
-wishing we didn't all have to pretend.
-not in love. [unfortunately?]
-OMG EDWARD CULLEN.
-wondering if anyone else thinks that davind tennant would make a good carlisle cullen.
-hating school.
-loving lists.
-a lot.

pCe.

If you could be another person for a day, who would it be and why?

My answer for this one is kind of complicated.
but I think if I could be anyone for a day, it would be the person who MAL would've grown up to be.
because I'd like for a friend to know what that's like.
and I'd like to see the happy tears on her face.

I think I'd like to make a difference today.

On Another Note:
School starts tomorrow. I can't tell if that's yay or ew.
Yay because I won't waste all day sitting around doing nothing.
ew because of actually getting up and doing work.

I'm so awkwardly contradictory.

I mean, in relation to the question, why does everyone feel like they need to pretend?
why do you need to runaway from you?
I mean, if everyone could be okay with themselves, everyone could probably be okay with each other.
This is stuff you learned in Kindergarten.
There's no need to hide yourself, or hide away in lies. John 8:32.

Mission: Put this to use. Do me a favor if you read this entry. Perform a Random Act Of Kindness. It can be anything, no matter how small.

Baby steps make a big difference.

Keep on fighting the good fight.

peace.

Here's my advice to Peter Wentz: Go back to being that immature depressed child poet you used to be. Come back to us. We miss the old days. We'll be right here waiting for you.

Excerpt from an old school Wentz journal entry- July 15, 2005:

"Though I am over hearing your thoughts on haircuts and pants. I'm over us trying to be perfect tens for your little eyes. We don't care what you think of us. Listen to a song and time your heartbeat. Let it be okay to fall asleep slow tonight. Think about a good friend. Think about god. Think about death. Think about someone elses hand clumsily on your belt in the dark. Think it will be okay.

No more rants
No more poetry
Not tonight.

True love for the believers. Thank you. Keep on l i/o ving"

true that.
figure me out.
let's dig some graves by the shoreline.
let's live and laugh and love.
that's what it's all about.

//Molly[VP of the P4UL W4LL F4N CLUB]\\

Basically, title sums up my life, except, I have deduced, after watching Anastasia, that John Cusack is not only the ultimate heart-throb, and a great song lyric, but also a very sexy animated character.

Seriously Folks. Oh yeah, and read the Dirty Interview HERE: www.fhmonline.com/articles-4083.asp?cnl_id=3&stn_id=14&idx_id=4083

And Watch Thnks Fr Th Mmrs Vid HERE: http://youtube.com/watch?v=B_zFG3FvPI4

and tell me that you love me.
pCe out, kiddies.

Go to myspace.com/redredbluemusic right now.
Your ears will never feel the same.

"I'm the kid with the laser stare."

Seriously.

I swear I will

KILL SOMEONE

if school is cancelled.
Week down the drain.
JONNY V. SUCKS ASS.
Pray for me? plzthx.


Can Tyler be any cooler if he tried?
Answer: No.


pCe.

The directions are to put your playlist/library on shuffle, write down a line from the first 15 songs that play and post them so your friends can try to guess the song titles & artists. Let's see how well you guys can do.

And no cheating by searching the lyrics on Google!

1. Flash never lasts, you've gotta pay your way back in.
2. Now that I'm losing hope and there's nothing else to show for all of the days we spent.
3. Say it once, say it twice, take a chance and roll the dice.
4. I'm boring but overcompensate with headlines and flash, flash, flash photography.
5. I'm sorry, I know that's a strange way to tell you that I know we belong.
6. I know how you always seem to go for the obvious instead of me but get a ticket and you'll see.
7. Can't shake this feeling that I have, the worst is just around the bend.
8. Tongues on the sockets of electric dreams, where the sewage of youth drown the spark of my teens.
9. The only thing you'll get is this curse on your lips: I hope they taste of me forever.
10. Gonna fuck up your ego. Silly boy, gonna make you cry.
11. All the dreams we held so close seemed to all go up in smoke.
12. I'm broken, but I'm still alive and slowly I will feel my soul revive.
13. I needed someone to understand my ups and downs; there you were.
14. To be exposed where no one goes, where no one's been, When it all comes crashing...
15. And we can act like we come from out of this world; leave the real one far behind.

Wow, some of those are pretty embarrassing...uh, good times? You gotta love my terrible problem with taking anything off my iPod. Seriously, I have ALL my music, from anything I've ever had the CD for, and all my downloads. Whatever.

Comment? plzthx.

pCe.

Yes, it is really that time.
And Molly would like to point out that she has just:
-made DIY chocolate peanut butter.
-and she straightened her hair.
-and she burned her thumb because her hair was so fucking hot.
-and she organized her picture folders.
-and she is developing a bright pink bump on her thumb and forefinger.
-and she has lost 11 pounds since January.
-and Jon Walker's flipflops make her head spin.
-and so do lists.
All instead of going to sleep.
Joy.

pCe.

Yeah, I went to go see a play avec Tins.
It was pretty sweet.
It was a murder mystery by Agatha Christie, and I love Hercule Poirot novels.
There was this freakin awesome old Belgian guy in it, and wow, he was a good actor.
JEALOUS MUCH, MOLL?
Yeah, So our school play is coming up quickly.
Someone must have said "the M word".
[if you're not in Theater...the M word starts with an 'M' and ends in 'acbeth'.]
Such a shame.
Is anyone else in theater? doing a play? working on any artsy stuff?
let me know.
I'm DYING to compliment someone.

pCe out.

Oh yeah...I wrote this story and stuffs, so I thought you might like to read it.
If you'd like, feel free to make it slash? it wouldn't take much effort...

( Oh yes, It's a Panic! fic. )



Let me know if you liked it?

pCe out...

Yeah, so basically I just got new glasses, which are very cute, but I think I look like a turrrd in the picture I took.



Je ressemble a un monstre laid.
Did I mention I like to pretend I'm french?

Hey! they kind of look like Brendon Urie's glasses.
*is happy about that*...*dances*.

Well, that made my day.

Oh, by the way, If you haven't bought Infinity On High yet, I just might have to force you to listen to it via shoving my iPod in your cerebellum hurt you.

pCe out.